I want to apologise in advance. If you read this anyway, I haven't gotten anything for you, partially cos it awkward to think of you, partially its cos i dunno what you want and what's useful to you that you'll like. I haven't made anything either and its just weird to just give you some handmade thing. So i'm sorry. Your birthday present will come eventually so yeah. But its gonna take a while, at least after Anyway you owe me money leh...Pass it to evangeline or sth, i'm super poor right now XD

just finished watching BNP Paribas Masters in paris... and djokovic won (as expected). I thought monfils had the chance of winning after the second set. ah, whatever, cant be bothered much about him. I hated him at the end when he won, he growled like a gorilla. its quite sad that nadal lost to him in the semis. I think nadal is so much better compared to him. at least nadal can control his emotions on court. and he doesnt go around smashing his rackets or hitting the tennis balls to somewhere else... one thing I admire about nadal is the way he accepts defeat. I think his girlfriend is so lucky to have a guy like him :( *jealous* he is so caring too. like when his opponent injured themselves, he will ask if they are ok after the match and everything. he doesnt only care about himself. could see how djokovic's girlfriend was cheering for him during the match... I feel that both of them have almost the same character. annoying -.- nadal hasnt been playing well since after us open. I guess its because he was injured during the period. probably after this year he will have a good time to recover and play well for next year's australian open :D looking forward to watching federer and nadal play in grand slams. I dont care if andre agassi says that the season is ending. I will support nadal all the way! :) but its sad that I may not be able to watch us open next year, because my brother is switching to mio tv... as starhub does not have anymore soccer to watch... so there's no point for him to have the sports channel anymore. but hopefully, when the soccer part moves to singtel, the sports group channels for starhub will be cheaper and maybe I can pay for the monthly cost for the channel and continue watching tennis! :D I dont really know who am I to support after federer and nadal retires :( probably there will be some other new guy that is as good as them :D hahaha. I am jealous that kevin cheng has a collection of tennis stuff. he has the money to buy all those and I dont but anyway, I am going hong kong to see if there are nice tennis stuff to buy :D hope that I can buy some nice stuff there. anyway there are a whole lot of other things I need to buy when I go there. I think I may even go broke before the first day end -.-

I knew that the results would be like yesterday when I saw that nadal had to play against djokovic -.- gosh. I thought he was able to pull some sort of miracle and force djokovic to lose control... guess that djokovic is like... cannot be destroyed nowsadays. cant believe he won federer in basel last week... and now here in paris, he destroyed nadal's chance of getting another trophy in paris... I thought he didnt leave paris empty handed... -.- why is everyone like losing to djokovic... or is he just good at ATP tours. hahaha. he dont seem to play as well in grand slams as federer and nadal :D ooo, maybe when he meet monfils in the finals, he will smash his racket. hahaha. just realised that if djokovic win this masters, he will get 1000 more extra points, bringing him closer to nadal's spot. so not going to let that happen. went to wikipedia to check how old djokovic is... he is 22, and nadal is 23. and just now when watching the match, my dad saw a little bit, and he said that nadal cannot make it against djokovic because nadal is old, and losing to the young man (djokovic) -.- 1 year apart... old? isnt federer older... -.- and that davydenko is like 28... he won nadal in shanghai... what has young and old got to do with winning and losing. hahaha. perhaps what andre agassi said was true... the federer and nadal season is ending soon, and the next person possibly to succeed will be andy murray... erh... maybe the first part is correct, but then, I think the that next person to succeed will not be andy murray but novak djokovic. murray keep losing, but djokovic is like dominant. aww, but I dont want to federer and nadal season to end so soon! I just started again after a long time. hope that next year, nadal will do better in grand slam especially roland garros :D ooo and wimbledon! :D and I want to watch them play in dubai!

whee! I think G.E.M Tang is super cute. hahaha. and she is almost the same age as me! I am so going to buy her new album... possibly even buy the limited edition version when I go to hong kong! ohoh, and of course, I must buy her old album too. stupid me didnt buy it at hmv when I went there in june... now then I realise how cute she is. hahaha. and she is pretty too :D but I still like charmaine sheh more. actually, cant compare the both of them because gem is a singer and charmaine is an actress... and one is 18 while the other is 34. though I think she can pass for 26/28? haha. jaclyn totally agrees with me that kevin cheng is super scary because he is 40 years old. both of us think that he can so totally pass for 28 years old, maybe even younger. lalalalala~

Hopeless, I'm still in october. -.- I wrote this post in my phone in the morning or else i would have forgotten everything i wanted to write. Couldn't stay in my room after i woke up early today. Cos my aunts sleeping there and i don't want to wake her. I dun mind waking my sister though. HAHAHA. Yesterday my aunt asked me who were my best friends. I kinda froze.

I've been watching too many videos on facebook. Hahah All of them are about DBSK. Their shows are mostly all rather funny and its nice to laugh. Kinda like a way to destress...But in exchange i haven't gotten anywhere with my homework. Hahah Junsu's so cute. Hehe Evan keeps saying that i'm mad. Maybe i am. 

Yesterday i dreamt of a lot of ppl, including you and evan. It was totally random. It was raining (like the whole of yesterday) and there was even something abt OBS too.  Dreams are weird and random but sometimes they reveal your inner most feelings that everyone tries to keep hidden from themselves. I'm going out to see a movie later and then to Kinokuniya to get some books. My dad's not paying... I dun think i'll get to touch my homework today either

whee! so happy today :D Nadal won third round in BNP paris masters :D hohoho. hope he wins in the quarters against tsonga ;D although tsonga is like receiving loads of support from the people there in paris... because he is from france... haha. so stupid. when I was about to sleep at like 2.45am, then the person say the next match is nadal's match -.- then I have to like watch it and not sleep. but its worth it :D didnt finish watching it though. ahhh, I so admire the way he play on courts. federer lost in the second round against some guy ranked 49... sad, but I hope nadal will win at least something! whee! so happy. oh oh oh and I think his new advertisement was so awesome. hahahaha. and I want to blame jaclyn for sending me that website for the tvb news. make me so tempted to read more. grrr. so many nice shows coming up soon next year! may have forensic heroes 3. I hope charmaine sheh is acting again... didnt see her picture but well, I really want to see how the relationship between Ivan and Bell continues! hahahaha so cute :D

Carrie Underwood's new album is out and I managed to buy it yesterday :) started listening to it at night and the lyrics really caught my attention. I realised that all her songs have a meaning; a story and it was probably the most amazing part of her songs. when I heard it, something ran through my mind, and I was asking myself: why is she able to be so devoted and so dedicated to God but I myself find it hard to communicate with him. I realised that often, I run out of things to tell God. For one reason it might be because I pray before I go to bed, and at times, I may be too tired to talk to him for long... I only find myself asking him for things when I am desperate, else on normal days, I drift apart from him... very far away that I find it so hard to find him when I really need help. Maybe one way I can understand him better is by listening to her songs... because most of it are filled with meaning and lyrics that I am able to relate to. I know that he is always next to me, and I really have to change and pay more attention to him.

19 November 2009

TVB anniversary awards performance! I can finally watch it :) I was looking at Charmaine Sheh's videos on TVB blog and she was shortlisted for 3 different awards :D this makes her chances of winning at least one award higher! yay~ I support her :) and for one of the award, my most favourite female character or something like that, her name appeared twice for 2 different shows, which also means her chances of winning are higher. whee ^^ I love her. haha. although I am not able to watch the new shows yet because they are not showing on TVB here in singapore, but I still support her. haha.

22 November 2009

ATP world tour finals!!! whee! this year its at london... -.- I have to stay up in the middle of the night to watch the tennis matches again... but well, at least ATP world tour finals are only for 1 week... but I will miss it after 1 week... hahaha. I just heard from Juniper that Federer lost in the last match. so sad, I couldnt watch the tennis match because I didnt know what time they were playing... its not like shanghai/beijing or us where I can predict what time they will play... I didnt even know what the swiss time was... hahaha, but well, now currently they are having the last ATP match before the finals and they are playing in paris :) NADAL!!! but I dont see his name... haha I think he said he was playing doubles or something. but I cant wait till the ATP finals. I hope either Federer of Nadal will win... and I want to see them play against each other! :D Tennis matches are cool. :D

我知道。我看得出来，想得出来。但是我总是不明白，为什么避开我呢？我有做出让你生气的事吗？如果有，请让我知道，让我好好地道歉。我们可能是“双胞胎” 但是我是永远不能知道你在想什么的。我们已经当了三年的朋友了，虽然是很自私，但是我想要这个友情能永远存在。我不会勉强但是如果你想把你个感想告诉我，我会全心全意地听的

好了，我不要说太多了。来谈比较开心的事吧！我今天去逛街呢！哈哈，好久没买衣服了。虽然买了不多，但是（暂时）我高兴了。走到脚痛死了XD 今天我只做四个数学问题呢！好厉害吧？我现在式做人们的生日礼物！真好看！本来想把照片放上网上但是相机没电了。好可惜。。。明天需要冲emaths。做了这么久还没完成... 哇，这个文章好短！

每个人都要加油！谢谢你们读者的支持！

我觉得这几天的日子好难过。你以为我真的没事？那你错了。我忍了很久，没话好说。这几天我一直在避你，你知道吗？但是，无论什么事，我都会做好自己，过好每一日！人生有几多个十年？一定要过的痛快！！！哈哈哈！其实，我觉得开心或不开心也是自己控制的。。。如果一直想着不开心的事，那日子就很难过咯。过去不开心的事一定要忘记，因为明天是我们自己决定的！我要天天快乐！哈哈

如果现在可以移民到香港，那我的生活会是怎么样的呢？十二月快点到吧！！！我好想好想来香港！可惜，只能在香港游玩几天。。。虽然我年年都回来探亲戚朋友，也有到很多地方去玩，但我总觉得那些日子不够。我总觉得香港给我的感觉很不同去香港可以买好多东西！可以吃很多美味的食物！可以买我喜欢吃的奇華饼干和蛋糕！还有，可以到星光大道和迪士尼乐园。听说那里圣诞节好美丽！我一定要看！哈哈。有一个地方很想去但是不可能。。。我想去TVB city！哈哈。

就快就要到我的生日了！可惜，那天要上学。。。更可惜的是，要见一个我很不想见的人，破坏我的好日子。我真的不知道为什么某一个人要出现在我的生活中，真烦！这几天作功课好像做得很慢-.-连数学我都有问题。。。好蠢哦。哈哈。很多都忘了！阿~~~做那么久都还没做完我现在去做。。。冲啊！！！哈哈哈。

I totally lost track of the time. I thought it was still October. I slacking throughout the whole day. I watched videos in the morning. DBSK!!!! I'm mad abt the grp itself and their jap songs. I alr stopped listening to Super Junior. And now i feel so tired i don't want to get started on work or i'll end up sleeping late again. So I might as well post or play games. I'm going to get braces (most likely), my aunts gonna come back from New York (actually only to go back again), we're going into sec 4 soon and I'm going to change my subject combinations. But one think i want to keep is my friends. We don't have to be as close as last time, i just don't want to feel awkward around you. Not especially when your birthday is so close and its a special day for you. Why i feel awkward maybe you'll know but i'll keep these reasons to myself. If you ask, then maybe i'll tell. But its weird. haha. i was thinking a lot on the train back today. I think Zm found be really boring XD Until now, you still owe me money -.- I think i  want to make you sth for you birthday. I just need to learn how to do it...

哈哈，你什么都要。在每一个人的心中，他们都会有梦想。最重要的是，我们需要尽力而为把梦想成真。我自己也有梦想呢！ 但是我还不是很清楚...我的父母老师叫我长大时要当一个医生。我才不要呢..因为他们要的， 我就偏偏不要。 我姑姑说要带我们去泰国！我要！那我就不需要去学校了哦！是不是因为前几年没有出国游玩，今年突然间一直想出国。好累，这几天总是一直出去逛街。我昨天去买我的冷衣（是不是叫 ‘冷衣’？），好美！但是我的父母的心很痛；他们花了七百多元。现在还有一些我们还需要的东西他们也不肯买了。真是伤脑筋。

明天我不知道该这么做才好 我应不应该早上去学校呢？我的课是在 11.30 开始但是我的晚餐这么办呢？我需要10.30 离开家里，但是那个时间实在是太早了，这么吃得下？